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Failed Christmas Expectations

  Every year I have that dream…that hope…of wrapping a positive pregnancy test up in cutsie wrapping paper and giving it to my husband on Christmas morning with the video camera rolling and my family unsuspectingly watching.  And this year, that dream and that hope was no different. My body is never consistent and my…

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What a Beautiful Mess

Ugh! No matter how much I wish it would, or try to stop it, or attempt to keep it neat and tidy, the Play-Doh always gets mixed together into a giant ball of…well, whatever it is…and it causes this type A, everything has its place kinda gal, frustrated. So today as I sat across from…

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It’s Odd

  It’s odd. This room. The furniture. Because the room itself doesn’t match where I am in my life.  It only matches where I want to be and where my sweet dreams take me at night. Not many even know this room exists.  And to be honest?  I like to keep it that way.  Because…

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A Weekend of Firsts at FertilityIQ Basecamp

It was 2:35pm on Thursday, September 22nd when I boarded an airplane (my first in 10 years) to San Francisco.  Myself, along with five other bloggers, were invited by Jake and Deborah from FertilityIQ to attend the first ever Fertility Basecamp.  What was our mission?  It was to gather information, brain storm, and figure out…

A Message to Those Still Waiting

A Message to Those Still Waiting

Another one bites the dust. Sweet sister, I just saw my 293,849,550 negative pregnancy test.  Well, actually, that’s a bit of an exaggeration–it was more like my 293,849,535 negative pregnancy test. But who’s counting (sigh).  I won’t lie, this one doesn’t feel any easier to look at than the last. Especially since I just felt…