"I am never going to be a mother!" These words came out of her mouth because they were first oozing out of her broken and shattered heart.Maybe you haven't said those words, but maybe you have said a few others, such as: "Everyone else is having a baby and I never will." "My body is… Continue reading “I Am Never Going to Be a Mother!”
My Beautiful Daughter, Can I sit down with you and ask a question? Yes? Good. Will you let me fight for you? I know how weary and worn out you are in your struggles. I catch every tear that falls. I feel your heartache. I know the longing you have to be out of this… Continue reading Check Yes or No
Hey there handsome, As we stood in our kitchen last week and I started crying, feeling alone in this battle, I asked you...no screamed at you for sleeping through our crisis. I am so ashamed. And I am so sorry. I know you are in this fight with me, but there are so many days when I… Continue reading A Letter to My Husband During Infertility
Break out the confetti, blow up the party balloons, hoist up the pinata, put on your party hat, and blow on your noise maker because today is the 17th! It's "JOSIAH DAY!" If you are new to following this blog then give me back your party hat and quit blowing spit into your noise maker… Continue reading It’s Josiah Day!
If you struggle with infertility and are like me, you come across days, holiday's, months, seasons, or special anniversary dates when you think, "This is THE perfect time! Everything points to this particular month as being THE ONE in which you will get pregnant. But then as the "perfect time" passes and your pregnancy test… Continue reading When It Would Have Been the Perfect Time