Waiting for Baby Bird

36 Years Old and Still Barren

I turn the big 3-6 today (a baby to some...old to others) And I can't believe it. Never in my plans as a high school student, college student, or career woman in my middle 20's did I imagine life would look like it does now. Is my life bad? No. But does it look anything… Continue reading 36 Years Old and Still Barren

Love and Marriage

Infertility and Miscarriage: A Letter to My Husband

Every so often I receive emails and messages from women all over the world with stories like mine...and yours. Just recently I received this message from someone who not only knows the pain of infertility, and the pain of a miscarriage, but also the pain of how it can impact our marriages in a negative… Continue reading Infertility and Miscarriage: A Letter to My Husband

Tales of Fostering

Since Becoming a Foster Mommy {A Letter to My Husband}

Last week we had a fight.  A stupid fight in our kitchen over something so ridiculous I don't even know now how it began. But it got ugly didn't it? I said some hurtful things. You said some hurtful things. And I wanted to leave. I wanted to just run away for a few hours,… Continue reading Since Becoming a Foster Mommy {A Letter to My Husband}

Love and Marriage

My Not So Fairy Tale Wedding

While living in Florida during my younger and much cuter years, I met my future husband in the fifth grade and immediately thought he was dorky.  He waved his hands to classical music after lunch, wore turtle necks almost every day, and kept his hair swooped to the side.  However, by the sixth grade, cupid… Continue reading My Not So Fairy Tale Wedding

Love and Marriage, Waiting for Baby Bird

A Letter to My Husband During Infertility

Hey there handsome, As we stood in our kitchen last week and I started crying, feeling alone in this battle, I asked you...no screamed at you for sleeping through our crisis. I am so ashamed. And I am so sorry. I know you are in this fight with me, but there are so many days when I… Continue reading A Letter to My Husband During Infertility