Waiting for Baby Bird

Diary of an Infertile: Am I Ready for a Child?

Three months ago my time, energy, and schedule were my own. Most mornings I had the luxury of waking up whenever I wanted and I had the joys of quietly listening to the birds chirp on the back patio while I enjoyed my hot cup of coffee, warm piece of toast, and Jesus Calling devotional.… Continue reading Diary of an Infertile: Am I Ready for a Child?

Waiting for Baby Bird

I Finally Made It

There I was in Walmart, dashing between shampoo and body wash aisles, trying to avoid anyone I knew as I raced to "the aisle." Once I arrived, I glanced to the left and right, ensuring the coast was clear. With no one in sight, I grabbed the box of First Response Early Responder pregnancy tests,… Continue reading I Finally Made It

Waiting for Baby Bird

I’m Not the Only Crazy One

Crazy. That's what I am sure most people who read "Our Infertility Story" or scroll through my blog posts think. It's hard to fathom God actually speaking to a person and promising them a child...but not just a child...but a child with a specific name and meaning. I don't blame people for thinking, "This girl… Continue reading I’m Not the Only Crazy One

Waiting for Baby Bird

Acts of Faith: Buying Josiah Christmas Gifts

Sadly enough, another Christmas is going by and I don't have baby bird in my arms or in my belly, but what I do have is him living inside my heart. I talk to him every day. I tell him all the fun activities, crafts, and trips we will take when he gets here, and… Continue reading Acts of Faith: Buying Josiah Christmas Gifts