Waiting for Baby Bird

Am I Not Good Enough for a Baby, God?

Yesterday I saw her. She was standing to my left, two rows up with her hands raised in worship, her beautiful pregnant belly slightly peeking out. I couldn't concentrate on anything else at that moment because once I noticed her silhouette in the darkness among the stage lights, questions swirled around in my head like… Continue reading Am I Not Good Enough for a Baby, God?

Waiting for Baby Bird

An Open Letter to My Fertile Family

As we all gathered together around a cozy campfire to devour our roasted hot dogs, bowls of chili, and mounds of pasta salad, I could hear to the left talk of a nursery and the upcoming baby shower. Directly behind, I overheard someone discuss the struggles and joys of going from one child to two.… Continue reading An Open Letter to My Fertile Family