Yesterday I saw her. She was standing to my left, two rows up with her hands raised in worship, her beautiful pregnant belly slightly peeking out. I couldn't concentrate on anything else at that moment because once I noticed her silhouette in the darkness among the stage lights, questions swirled around in my head like… Continue reading Am I Not Good Enough for a Baby, God?
Tag: Jealousy
An Open Letter to My Fertile Family
As we all gathered together around a cozy campfire to devour our roasted hot dogs, bowls of chili, and mounds of pasta salad, I could hear to the left talk of a nursery and the upcoming baby shower. Directly behind, I overheard someone discuss the struggles and joys of going from one child to two.… Continue reading An Open Letter to My Fertile Family
Comparison
"Sometimes you compare your journey with those of your friends, family members, or even strangers who seem to be on easier paths. But you cannot fully comprehend the problems they face. Nor do you know what the future holds for them. Remember My response to Simon Peter when he asked about My dealings with John: … Continue reading Comparison