Dear sweet little one who was gone too soon…
I often wonder about you. Your face shape. Your smile. The way you would have hugged or blown me kisses.
I wonder if you would have been a mama’s boy or a daddy’s girl. And what color hair I would have twirled in between my fingers. Or the color of eyes I would have gazed into while rocking you to sleep.
I wonder if I would have been able to recognize you by your daddy’s pudgy nose or seen myself in your personality.
And I often wonder what a day would be like in which my heart didn’t ache. And I didn’t have to always try to imagine what the sound of your giggle would have been like. Or the pitter patters of your tiny feet coming towards me.
I see little boys and girls your age and I cant help but wonder. I cant help but dream. But most of all, I can’t help but cry.
Dear sweet little one who was gone too soon…
Please know that I will always wonder about you. I will always love you. And I will always hold you in my heart until I can hold you, and snuggle you, and nestle you in heaven.
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