"Oh crap!" Those two words came out of my mouth as I remembered it was Saturday and the next morning I would have to put on my freshly laundered big girl panties and venture off to church in order to find the "mystery woman" I wrote about in "Shirt Packed and Big Girl Panties On",… Continue reading Trading In My Big Girl Panties
I could barely catch my breath on that Friday night in March when I received a text message from a close friend who said "we are expecting" and "we heard heartbeats". That's right, heartbeats. Plural. As I sat in my chair surrounded by over 150 other people and unable to escape, the knot in my throat… Continue reading Why Does She Get Two?
If you have not read yesterday's post called "Shirt Packed and Big Girl Panties On" then I suggest you read this first. This morning I woke up and my stomach was in knots. Today was the day in which I would track down the "mystery woman" and ask her to pray for me all because… Continue reading Infertility Chronicles: To Be Continued…
One storage container, four new hair bows, fingernail polish, a sparkly Minnie Mouse purse and a 34 inch tall, non-stop talkin' three-year-old, who was our foster daughter, filled my cart as I strolled out of the doors of Wal-Mart yesterday. As Chatty McKathy was talking away about what she was going to put inside… Continue reading Infertility Chronicles: Shirt Packed and Big Girl Panties On
It was dark, the worship team was quietly playing and as I sat in my seat alone, I asked God to come meet me...rescue me...wrap His loving arms around me and whisper hope into my ear. He felt so distant and I wanted--no--I needed Him close. I needed to know He was still bending… Continue reading The Sweetest Old Man